I am so angry right now. I haven't recorded in my diary anything that has been happening in my life lately, because, well, I jsut didn't want to. I didn't even record it in my written diary. I only write it in my Dear God journal, just no specified. I am soooooooooooooooooo ARGH! I just feel like crap, ya know?? Like my life is screwed only, I feel bad for my mom. *teary* Sophia doesn't even know what's been going on in my life....I feel sooooo bad for not telling her. I guess I just don't want to admit any of this is true.... -Vanessa <3