*Pathetic*

Feeling: dreamy
You know how there are times when on T.V. or something one guy says to the other guy, "You're a dreamer..." Well, I would have a lot of people saying that to me... I dream all the time..I mean daydream, and fantasize...I never used to think there was nothing wrong with dreaming or being a dreamer but now I think it's kind of pathetic...yet the only thing I ever fantasize about is love...so lots of the time...I don't even concentrate on real life...it takes me a while to realize what's right in front of me, you know? Like, I need to remind myself that those things aren't happening in my life right now...strange Anyways, other than that...I didn't get to go to the Block Party this year. Nearly everyone I know went except Mia and maybe Mason. Those are the only people I know who didn't go and who live aruond here... Henry and Dennis said when they went, on the way back to guys got in a fight on the sidewalk and knocked over a baby carriage...with a baby in it, but the baby was alright... Sophia and I have been making plans for our sleepover on Saturday/Friday, I'm not sure when it is. Valerie, Soso, and I will make skits and stuff. We used to like ot make up dances to songs, mainly Jump5. We still like to dance, but the only song we made a dance ot lately was like 6 monthes ago and it was Doo Wop because we all love Doo Wop. We can't remember the dance though, so that's kind of pissing me off. Now, we make skits and record them. We used to have Nick and Val go off and Sophia and I into another room and both groups would make up their own skits. They were really fun but childish cuz we're all 5 years old at heart. Now, I think we all lost a bit of our creativity mainly because this family is so stuck up at times that they can be not at all supportive...for instance, when Eleni, Soso, Val, and I made up a dance to Virtual Reality by Jump5, we showed it to everyone at...I think Yiayia's birthday party. Then at Thanksgiving, Uncle Matt said to us, "Girls, if you made up any dances...this time, don't show it to the family. These gatherings aren't revolved around you girls." That cut us deep and we decided to just give up hope. The only person we showed our Doo Wop Dance to was Eleni, and she loved it, but we've kept it quiet because, well, I don't want anyone to criticize it, cuz I love it! I remember after Uncle Matt told us that and we just nodded and walked away insulted, he tried to explain to my Uncle Tony (Soso's dad) that he should talk to us and explain to us that "These gatherings are not for us" and Uncle Tony flipped out on him because I felt like Uncle Matt was insulting us too. He also thought Uncle Matt was trying to control his thoughts or act like the leader of this family. We all felt proud to have him standing up for us, but I'm still a bit shot down about it, so no one should expect any dances from me anytime soon. Back to the sleepover, there will be modeling and we especially like recording scary stories that we make up. The last one we made was called "The Lady's Brooch!" There are soo many bloopers. My favorites are when I have to keep myself from laughing in one scene and when Sophia calls me by her characters name and we both crack up laughing while Valerie lies dead on the ground. I'm so excited to see what we come up with this weekend. *Psyched* -Vanessa<3
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