i don't have regrets. like mcdaniel says, i don't know how long regret existed before humans stuck a word on it. but really, i don't know the word for this feeling. i don't think it's regret. i don't regret anything. i can't possibly regret this because it wasn't something i did. i can't regret a situation. it's something that happened on its own. i only wish it didn't happen. is that as sad as truly regretting something? because i'm not so sure anymore. it's just that we said we'd never leave each other. and we have so many times. i want to commit again. _____ fifteen months today. so sad so sad so sad so sad so sad just make it feel right! and so i pray.