I'm putting up different lyrics to kind of express how I'm feeling...since the entry I'm about to write after this will be private. Both of these are Hanson because thats what I'm listening to right now. I had more, but my computer and sit diary were being bitches, so I gave up. I tried to post "My Immortal" and "Inside Out" but oh well.. "Strong Enough To Break" Hanson I don't feel myself today Just a figure in a big monopoly game Struggle is the price you pay You get just enough just to give it away I'm sinking but I'm floating away Throw me a line so I can anchor my pain The fabric is about to fray The fabric is about to fray Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Things keep coming and I keep wondering I start feeling the walls close in Things keep coming and I keep stumbling I start feeling I'm strong enough to break Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break Been running through my mind today Scenarios to add to your hypocrisy No one ever takes the blame But everyone is searching for a cure to the pain Nothing ever seems to change Oh, nothing ever seems to change We just play like broken records in a deaf man's charade Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Things keep coming and I keep wondering I start feeling the walls close in Things keep coming and I keep stumbling I start feeling I'm strong enough to break Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break Carry on just a pawn and the same old song I'm still holding on The fabric is about to fray Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately Things keep coming and I keep wondering I start feeling the walls close in Things keep coming and I keep stumbling I start feeling I'm strong enough Things keep coming and I keep wondering I start feeling the walls close in Things keep coming and I keep stumbling I start feeling I'm strong enough to break Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break "Underneath" Hanson Waking up this morning Thinking this can't be real But they say there is nothing love can't heal Why don't you come on down So you can feel what I feel Sitting all alone in this place Even though we're here face to face There is nothing gone But there's something wrong Can't you see that I'm stuck here underneath And you're making it hard to breathe So take a look around and tell me what you see You'll find me underneath I know what to say but don't know where to begin The fear of losing you beneath my skin Is there resolution for this pain that I'm in Sitting all alone in this place Even though we're here face to face There is nothing gone But there's something wrong Can't you see that I'm stuck here underneath And you're making it hard to breathe So take a look around and tell me what you see You'll find me underneath If only you could feel what I dream Maybe you could hear what I mean There is nothing gone But there's something missing Can't you see that I'm stuck here underneath And you're making it hard to breathe So take a look around and tell me what you see You'll find me underneath Cause I'm stuck here underneath And you're making it hard to breathe So take a look around and tell me what you see You'll find me underneath