a palace of stones, of your bananafishbones

Feeling: angry
Gah. I'm extremely mad right now. I spent about three hours (no exaggerating) cleaning my house about two days ago, and by last night it was a shithole again. And no one will help me clean, because it's "too hot." Yeah, the air conditioner is broken, it's hot. But that's no excuse to live in filth. So I did what any person with some measure of sense and hygeine would do. I cleaned. And even that it seems is enough to start a fight in my house. Me, doing something that benefits everyone, and apparently that's a bad thing. Oh well. My mother has had a bad attitude since she got home, because her day was crappy at work. That's not my fault. So she comes home and bitches because the house is a mess and I guess someone ate the doughnut she wanted, (because they KNEW she would want one when she got home)but then when I actually do clean up, she says "you don't have to do that, it's too hot." I told her I wasn't doing it for her, I was doing it for myself, because I can't stand a messy house. And she got mad. But whatever. Tomorrow will hopefully be a better day. I just can't take this crap anymore. In other news...I really, really, love The Cure.
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And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
[Anonymous]
My mother was somewhat like that, too. It drove me absolutely crazy. Except she was the one causing the mess, most of the time.
Sometimes, I just hate people..
http://musicvideocodes.com
That site has a bunch of The Cure songs. All for your viewing pleasure. I love The Cure too! lol. I think I'm getting too attached to My Chemical Romance. Poor Me.--
Yes, I know how that is. But your air conditioner is still borken? Son of a Bitch, I feel for you.

I'll come rescue you! Here I come!

~~Pink :)
[Anonymous]
you really really love the cure because they are insanely spectacular.

annnnd. i.m sorry about your house.
and hello.
how ya been lately?
Erika, oh my god.
I left you an instant message on Yahoo while ago, and here I am now. I didn't want to IM you this, 'cause I didn't want everyone to see (I hope people don't frequent your comments).

I was sitting here, setting things up once again for the Dell thing, and everything is so different now for it, like I can't get the CD-RW stuff and the printer, and so on. And that got me sad (help me with this later on please), and suddenly..
...after I sent you that IM, something happens. I just start crying. I'm crying right now infact. I don't know why, but it has something to do with you, and I'm not talking about a couple tears, I mean a flow that makes it's way to my nose and makes my face all gross looking. I honestly have no clue what it is. I just need to see you, or something. I just want you to get on the internet and tell me it's not too late to call your house. It's bad..
I love you so much. I don't understand anything, it just feels like I'm going to die. Maybe I'll dry up and just stop existing in my sleep tonight or something stupid that I know I would normally oppose saying.

Erika, please help me. I can't take this. It hurts so badly.

PLease don't leave me.
I didn't mean to be so quiet on the phone while ago. I know there has been a lot of this drama since I left you those comments lastnight, and I can't help it. I'm just really vulnerable right now.

I was crying when we were talking while ago, and that's why it took me a while to say bye.

I love you, and please do some deciding as to whether or not you want to continue the relationship we have. It's in your hands, I guess.
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that
[Anonymous]
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
[Anonymous]
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
[Anonymous]
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
[Anonymous]
my mom's the craziest person in the world too...one minute she says she's gonna take me to a shrink cuz she's sure i'm anorexic and the other she's making an appointment with the nutrition doc because she says im too fat..yeah i laughed too...mothers...
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
[Anonymous]
Well at least you know how to keep yourself peaceful. I know how you feel, when I get too much clutter, I get annoyed and frustrated with the people around me. Don't feel bad that you cleaned (I don't think you do anyway though) because you WERE doing something that benefited everyone.
There is a Dresden Doll music video @ www.roadrun.com
Look under artist.
I'm leaving for a month so I just wanted to comment here and say goodbye.

I hope the rest of your summer is amazing.

I love you,
Jess
Do you remember me...(grotesque?) I got a new user namea!
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I'm glad you liked my drawing!

I miss you very badly. ;-

I need me some Erika, so I can't wait until you get back, and we can talk on the phone again. I miss hearing your voice. v.v I still hope you're having fun though.

I got your offline message before, but I didn't get on until over an hour later.

Hopefully I'll get to talk to you tomorrow (today?).

I love you very much!

cool header pic!

check them out... http://www.myspace.com/aventineca
It's really hot here too. I'm watching like 5 episodes in a row of the X-Files because I have no life (Whats new? nothing) and I'm extremely tired.
Whee.
I'm having a good summer though.
I hope you're doing well :)
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