There is happiness in death.

Feeling: bipolar
If you hate the taste of wine, why do you drink it 'til you're blind? And if you swear that there's no truth and who cares, how come you say it like you're right? My Bright Eyes CDs came yesterday. I was very very happy, even though I already had downloaded all of the songs. They really are Conor's best work. Fuck all you scene kids who claim Fevers and Mirrors is the best. It's not by far. I finished the Dark Tower series at midnight. Ninteen. Those of you who read the books will get it. Anyway, the ending was good, but dear god, it sucked. I mean, this is midnight, everyone is sleeping, and I yell, "NOOOO!! How could you do this??!!" I'm kinda bummed. Oh well, the series was good, even if the ending was such a bummer. My computer is really really fucked up, so if updates don't come for a while, it is because the computer is being fixed. Most likely it will have to be completely emptied, all files deleted, in order to get back to functioning semi-normally. We really need to buy a new one, but we can't afford it. But anyway, since the computer is being an ass about letting me save things to disks, it looks like I'm going to lose everything. PSP stuffs, word documents, pictures, everything. Which kind of sucks. I got a 97 on my research paper. YAY! I'm so glad that's over. Now the next project for english is an index card book report. It seems pretty easy. We don't even have to write complete sentences. We had to pick from a list of books that tied in to the history we are supposed to be learning. I'm reading "The Great Gatsby" for mine. It isn't bad, it just isn't making much sense to me right now. But I'm only on page 60, and it seems to be getting somewhat better. Has anyone else read this book? Tell me what you thought if you have. If this migraine ever passes, I'm going to write in my livejournal. I have an entry planned, and I'd like to get it posted. Hopefully that will be done today or tomorrow. I'm thinking tomorrow. Who actually read all the way down to this point? You must be really bored. Still, thanks for taking time out of your life to read my pointless words. Take a few more seconds to leave a comment. It makes the corners of my mouth try to turn upwards. I don't know what this means, but I think I kind of like it. We are nowhere, and it's now. And like a ten minute dream in the passenger seat while the word was flying by, I haven't been gone very long but it feels like a lifetime...
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Sup, gurl this is Janice, Im going to add u into my friend list K. I really like that book that u let me see. It was funny, and it gave me ideas, also it reminded me about some things. =D

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Those damn smiles. I've never understood them. I'm looking forward to seeing you Saturday so we can catch up. There's a lot.bye/ttyl--
I'm surprised you see me as "non-existent" as desperate as you are for someone to actually like you, in your neverending spell of loneliness and hopelessness.

But really, good luck with that. Despite you being an idiot, you're not exactly someone that should go to waste by some angsty bullshit. I wish you'd find happiness somewhere in your life. I've never really seen you happy before.
And you don't need me to help you "destroy yourself."