"Just tell me what you want me to..."

Listening to: AFI- Head like a Hole
Feeling: twitchy
So, before I write about my trip, I decided to have a little poll here. I have in my possesion, a disk which has a photo of me holding a koala. I can post this picture up here if you would like. I'm leaving it up to you, since (unfortunately) I see myself every day. So, the poll question is thus: Would you like me to post a picture of myself on this diary? A)Yes, show me the ugly! B)No offense, but I'd rather remain oblivious to your appearance. (choosing this one will not offend or hurt me. I promise.) C)You're ugly? Well, if you are ugly I don't want to see you. So don't torment us like that. Leave your vote in a comment. I'll write about my trip as soon as I think I have enough votes to make a fair decision. OKAY, now that that is out of the way, how about an entry to pass the time? I am supposed to be in Florida right now with my sister and my grandparents, but I didn't go. I have this huge school project due and I don't think I can get it done in three days, even if I work on it there. (Three days is how long until school starts after I would have gotten back.) Plus, I just got home, and I'd like to spend some time here before I leave again, and I still am not quite adjusted to the time in the northern hemisphere. So instead of driving to Florida with my sister and grandparents yesterday, my mother and I went to the mall. I wasn't expecting to find much because, as everyone knows, hot topic sucks ass. I was right. The skirt I liked wasn't made for girls with a figure like mine, and the pants were all made by Tripp NYC, and I don't like buying their pants because they fade and get all splotchy after two washes, and the seams get messed up as well. So they aren't worth the price at all. I did however see a pair of black dickies and bought those, as well as the Cure t-shirt I had been admiring. I wanted the new AFI tee, but I decided I would rather have one from the DF store and the Johnny shirt I have wanted for over a year. I also went into Aeropostale and AE looking for school clothes. (See, school really does make you go through hell!)I found two pairs of khaki pants that my mom will have to take the seam-ripper to. Also, FYE had a Taking Back Sunday CD on sale for ten dollars, and I asked for it, but my mom said she had spent too much at HT for me to get it. As we were leaving Fayettville she realized she had used a gift card in Hot Topic and drove back to the mall and got it for me. I listened to it in the car and she said she liked them and that the singer reminded her of Davey (his voice). We got some coffee and snacks from Books-a-Million, and she got a vegeterian cookbook that seems to have some good recipes in it. Its very nice not having Karen around. My mom said that if I try to lose some weight, she will get me a CD or t-shirt for every five pounds I lose. She's not one of those people who call me fat and pressure me to lose weight in a mean way. She just knows how much I hate myself. So she tries to help. So now I'm going to do my best to lose some weight. Five pounds=one cd...and my ideal goal is to lose about twenty-five/thirty pounds...thats about five or six cds. I could become a twig using this method. But I won't. Well...I guess thats it for now. I'll write about my amazing trip when people decide if they want to see the picture or not. P.S. I have the new Cure album, but I'll get to that in my entry about my trip.
Read 11 comments
i choose D.) yes post your picture i highly doubt your ugly everyone thinks that of themselves.
[Anonymous]
I want to see the picture!--
i think you should post the picture..and i doubt you are as ugly as you say you are..every1 says that.. o_o
[Anonymous]
d] I wanna see the koala! If you don't want to post a picture of yourself, just post a picture of a koala. Ooh! Or blur out your face! That always looks cool.
OOoo, I wanna see the pic!
[Anonymous]
I choose Z: None of the above because despite what you may think, you are beautiful. I know you by your words, Erika and from that alone I find you prettier than Mr. Johnny Depp because of myself not knowing who he really is even with the quotes read, interviews seen. Whether you decide to post the picture or not, my thoughts of you and how much I admire you will never change.
[Anonymous]
In the entry that I wrote yesterday, it shows my views on suicide, Erika. Never could I find myself committing it. What you did say was truly heartfelt and as I read your comments in addition to what others had said I started to cry, I cried out of happiness in knowing that you would even care what would happen to me. I love you and could never leave without letting you know this.
[Anonymous]
Taking Back Sunday's new album is released this Tuesday. Not sure if you will be able to buy it, but there is always your mother you can try and convince. Mark is very excited about the new CD and has told me several times that I am driving her to get it. ... Welcome back to the United States, Erika. I missed hearing from you while you were away. Hope you are feeling better and not like crap soon. Mucho amor.
Signed,
Attila the Hun Princess
[Anonymous]
Well, I guess I must be pretty pathetic and stupid to actually understand what you were speaking of. ^.^ After you get done inventing that clone device, mind lending it to me so I can do the same? No, you and I are not the insane ones; we are sane while everyone else is insane. It's always better to look at it in that perspective.
Erika, you should post the picture, don't worry about what people have to say because in the end the only person's opinions that matter are yours. You can't be any uglier than me. Hah. I live in Fayetteville, Georgia and there is a Fayetteville, North Carolina. I love when we pass signs to exit for Fayetteville, NC. Damn, I'm a loser for finding even a hint of amusement in that. I'm getting the new TBS CD on Wednesday. w00t!
-Armand
YAYYY A.F.I... godly.
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