I can't believe I forgot Josh's birthday. I didn't really forget it, I just didn't realize what day it was. Its hard to keep track of dates when I'm not in school. Still, that doesn't excuse what I did. Or didn't do, depending on how you look at it. I feel horrible. Ususally I'd be staying up till four in the morning but I think I'll go to bed now. There is no point in staying up tonight. I hope Josh can forgive me.