The girl who blocked her own shot

Feeling: bipolar
I hate my family. I can't wait to get out and live with myself and my cats. You are probably thinking "She doesn't mean that." Well, maybe I really don't. But I sure feel like it right now, and have quite a few times before. I have all these great people to talk to on AIM and Yahoo, but when I see that they are on I am too afraid that they don't want to talk to me, so I don't IM them. I just wait and hope that someone will IM me. But no one ever does. Yes, I'm pathetic and I need to grow up. Oh well. :( Good news? You want good news? Okay then. I watched Ellen DeGeneres: Here and Now tonight. It was hilarious. I laughed my ass off the entire time. You should watch it. I promise it's funny. Also, I've made a dark mark (HP reference, anyone?) on my BFFFFF Kelly,(how many F's? What do they all mean??? It's a mystery. ~~~woo, mysterious~~~), and she has realized that being dark and morbid and all that is quite nice, though I'm sure she is not quite as dark and morbid and spooky as I am. At least, not yet. Seriously though, I knew this would happen sooner or later, considering how intelligent she is. Now, I have only to bring Brandon Butler to the dark side, and my plan of spooky world domination will be almost complete. Whohahahahah! AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST: I get a channel called "Free Speech TV." How cool is that? WAIT, it gets better. There is a show on this channel called "Gay TV." Oh yeah. The Free Speech TV channel totally pwns you. It's okay, just pick up those cool points like nothing happened. Maybe nobody noticed. Oh yeah. I found out last week that my great grandparent's house, where I spent a large portion of my childhood, is haunted. Too bad they no longer live there. But anyway...the ghost supposedly centered in the room where I slept. Neat. There are a few more interesting things I found out about that house now, that I wish I had known when I still could have seen them and visited the house. God, just writing this has brought back so many memories. Jesus Christ, I'm going to go weep now. My childhood was stolen from me.
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hey...its awesome...really cool looking
yayy, im a vegetarian too:)
but i am striving for veganism. hehehe.
yeah, dresden dolls, so freaking cool.
have a great day. or night. its night where i am. ♥
[Anonymous]
i don.t blame you. i.d want to move out as well. oh wait, i do. i.m looking for an apartment right now. either in chicago or orange county or los angeles. i need out.
Darn you! You made me smile! BFFFF...I feel so special now! :)

Yes, I am coming to the dark side! MWAHAHAHA!

~~Pink and Scary ;)
[Anonymous]
Yeah, you were always dark and morbid and all. Those N*Sync shirts were so Satanic. ;P
If you're talking about how she dressed for Thanksgiving, I told her it sounded sexeh and that she needs to dress like that again. I want to see.
You made it sound almost like you want to convert people to "darkness." ;P
That would suck like Mr. McCluskey in an all boys school.
Ooh yeah, and Brandon Butler wouldn't do that. I don't even think he really acknowledges any form of social label. Plus his mom would beat him with a stick if he came home looking different. Haha.
Stop being a dork.
SAY HI.
If I happen to be one of those people you're talking about...
So yes.
I hate ghosts because they scare me.

Have a SUPER day :D!
It's all fun stuff, silly. ;P

Don't be such a vaginal turd.

Hehe.




















































































































































































Made you look. :D
read my dire and you will know me
[Anonymous]
Well now.. i haven't been here in a while. I like your layout. it's nice. THAT REMINDS ME!
boo fuckin' hoo.
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i apologize for the meanness.
smile
and
stay
frosty
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you know what raging hormones are?

yeah it's one of those rides!