Why do things have to be so complicated. i wish things were simple. we wouldnt be who we are though if things were easy...and it still is a battle that we have to fight. figuring out things. where you want to go. who you want. what you want. I dont know what to do. i feel so... stupid now. everything inside is chaotic and spinning. i promised myself. I felt like crying last night... but when you think your foolish..you tend to stop and wonder why you felt like this in the first place. you dont let yourself give in and you stay back. and the things you once loved tend to pull you back as well. i know he knows. and now he knows i know he knows. hahahah... im making it hard on myself though. i shouldnt think about it so much and i need to get real im sure you guys have no idea what im saying...so ... well i bet everyone has felt how i am feeling sometime in their life..but ya anyways..time for sleep. sleep is a greaaaat thing ..you should get more ;D