Im going to home fellowship tonight at 5. Washing my shirt and pants....and I want to take a shower already. I hate wanting to get ready early. _____________________________________________ *exhales* I'm hoping Will wont be there. He only went one time before..so I'm pretty sure he wont be there..but there's still that nagging feeling "what-if". _____________________________________________ Sister isn't playing yet on here.. I had to download a mp3 converter just so I could add the song to the site. So it better work. I'm getting cramps. I need to shave. This sux. I got a comment today by [another]. I didn't get mad by it.. and I'm glad they were being honest. But I got to thinking.. How can someone judge my personality by my pictures? The reason why I look sad isn't because I'm sad..I just happen to not like my smile..so instead, I dont smile. I do like attention. But who doesn't? I dont think it's a bad thing, but, owell. Wow. I just had a dejavu. Sitting here..writing...looking at my background. My eyes are heavy. I drank 3 cups of coffee and pissed like a race horse every half hour. I need a shower to wake up. UPDATE: ONE!!!!!!!! I got home a few hours ago. It was only me and my mom that went and we had such a good time. Donnie calls me aunt Jackie to Genesis...(her granddaughter) I love how close our families are! Niel wants me to bring my songs but..they arent finished..andi dont feel comfy yet so ..bleh. I HAVE Decided to sing AT LAST by etta james tomorrow. Just somethin about it! i FEEL it man.. imma blow them away tomorrow night! Awwwwwww. Thank you Lord.