i woke up ready. curled my hair and put on my face. slid my clothes over my body multiple times trying to find the "perfect" outfit when i desided i wasnt even going to waste my time and just threw some jeans on and put my hair up. we got there at 8:22 a.m. church chairs filled the parking lot facing the tall supple mountains and the glass-rippled lake. it was amazing. i threw pride out though i kept my head high. he sat behind me. to my suprise i was very calm. i was ok. someone told me something tonight that was ...saddening for me. im taking it in stride. maybe this is him working in my life at this very moment. ..well.. i know he is all the time.. but.. planning something right now. and i dont want to say anything about details or what i think it MIGHT be becasuse i could be totally wrong and have it twisted. better to wait and see how it smoothes out. i think im going to be ok. __________________________________________-- Name: jaclyn Birthday: april 17 Birthplace: bakersfield Current mood: tired. it's almost 12 am. so that means i have been up for...17 hours wow.. Current music: nothing. Current taste: hershey kisses Current hair: pony tail. (sarah. horse. i just figured out why they call it "pony-tail" i have a long tail guys. Current clothes: a chicken costume. come get some chicken Current annoyance: knowing that i have a crap load to do tomorrow Current smell: my nose is stuffed up! Current thing I ought to be doin: sleepin Current windows open: notepad, cassie's diary Current favorite band: staind, tool, modest mouse, metallica, counting crows, and a crapload more Current book: valley of the dolls (havnt quite started it yet though) Current cd in stereo: some burnt cd i made.. dunno which one Current crush: _______ Current favorite celeb: britney murphy, matthew perry Current hate: that nagging feeling in the back of your mind Have sex?: say what? Give oral sex?: haha Receive oral sex?: this is starting to get funny Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes .. it change a bit but it always is associated with an old house i lived in years ago. Remember your first love?: of course Still love him/her?: ...he was the first real love so yeah.. though our bridge has been burnt.. Read the newspaper?: yup Have any gay or lesbian friends?: no ..i dont think so Believe in miracles?: yessiribob Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others:? certain things i am. Like the taste of alcohol?: some Have a favorite candy?: marshmallows, caramel, nownlaters, milkduds Believe in astrology?: yup.. but i choose not to indulge in it because i feel it's dee-mon-ick Believe in magic?: same as above. Believe in god?: si Have any pets: 4 dogs. keeya, storm, charlie, and isaiah Have any piercings?: 6 in the ears Have any tattoos?: no Hate yourself: no Have an obsession?: i think im a neat freak. well not NEAT freak... but i try to place things in perfect spots. like im taking a picture of it or something. Have a best friend?: yes. SARAH! :D Wish on stars?: not really Care about looks?: yeah First crush: um.... for a celebertie.. that would be... devon sawa.. and for real..i'd say.. dustin First kiss: tommy. man do i regret that! Ever been in love?: yes Do you believe in love at first sight?: : no Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? nope Have you ever been intoxicated? yeah Have you ever been caught "doing something? no.. almost though Are you a tease? im a flirt.. Shy to make the first move?: not really Hair: really long.....and blonde Eyes: mainly light blue.. with some greeen.. a dark blue outline.. and yellow/brown hints or as john says it "root beer spots" Height: 5'2' *5 things you are wearing* 1. didnt i already answer that? .. bikini 2. black kern valley shorts 3. roxy shirt 4. makeup 5. silver ring *5 things you ate in the last 24 hours* 1. ham 2. breadrolls 3. hershey kisses 4. jelly beans 5. potatoes Lied? in the last 24 hours? no Betrayed a friend? no Been to jail? never Cheated on someone? no Used someone? no Mooned someone? no . my foot is so ooooo asleep. its hurts. Kissed someone? yup Kissed someone of the same sex? yeah i was dared. wow. im so badass. Held hands? haha. am i in kindergarten? Hugged someone? yeah.. everyday French kissed? yes.. wait.. in the last 24 hours? no. Stolen money? im so bored Stolen money from family? i used to occasionaly from my mom so i could buy things at the snack bar instead of eat caffeteria lunches Stolen drugs from family? hell no Been convicted of a crime? no Been called a whore? um i'v been told i "look " like a whore which is really ammusing Been called a bitch? um yeah Tried to kill someone else? no Told someone you hated them? yea.. i really stear away from that word now....