my hand is slowly ..deswollenizing. haha. making up words is fun. the one on my leg is almost totally gone. a little part of me is sad when things go away like that because they're fun to look at when your bored. i never went back to sleep today..but i feel like i need to. i hate feeling lazy.. i like to get things done and when you are sick and drowsy you just cant get up and do it... and that makes me annoyed. on saturday mercy and me are going to the car races.. oh sheit. my brother wants me to go to pismo with him this weekend also... so i can take care of stevie at night while him and april are out.. only babysitting at night.. and in the day i can go to the beach.. crap. i already made plans with mercy.. UGH. i really want to go to the beach but only if my mom goes because i cant leave her here.. she broke her shoulder and i dont want to ask anyone else to help her if im gone. what to do.. what to do.. anyways..im glad the summer is almost over. there's a heat wave right now and it was 108 today!! i didnt go out in the pool either because the heat would just make me feel worse.. i cant frikin WAIT for winter. anyone else feel the same?