home sweet home.....?

Feeling: freaked
Okay. So I wake up at 1:00 pm to my mom yelling, "Take out Storm! He has to go pee!" (too late.) "Wake up Jaclyn..." ......."Jaclynnnnnnnn." "OFuckING KAY!! I'm getting up!" and im thinkin 'just let him peeeeeee in the house.. I'll clean it up later...' It took me so long to get up because part of me was so sleepy that my arms were like jello and the other part of me was numb becasue the bad dream or..I should say Vision I had just been woken out of. It was yet ANOTHER one about me going back to my old house on Old State Road. (The one I just had a dream about a few days ago.. read below if you want to know. ) Was this God's way of telling me WHY I was always wanting to leave this planet? Another vision? Was this dream a revealation as to the chaos I was around as a child but never knew it because I was protected? Now I know the answers to this now... ~As I'm slowly walking all I can hear is the sound of my feet crucnching the dried mulberry leaves beneath my feet as I get closer to the back bedroom window. It's cold and dark, maybe 2 a.m. in the morning. I'm really here. I'm finally here. When I look at the window I see there is no security bar like there was before when we lived there. How did I know that I could sneak through the back window then? So I crack the window open, and crawl through, carefully putting the curtain back down in it's neat place. Frightened that I might have been seen and thought as a burgler I lean down and walk through the room and out to the hallway. I dont remember what I was looking for. I just needed to go back to this house like I always do and find this ..thing. As I slowly walk, I hear something. I turn my head sideways and look back to the room and see a young man in white walk across the doorway in a split second. Pulse is high as I race back to the room ..only to find no one whatsoever. The only different thing is the window I had just came through was broken and patched up like it had been like that for years. I'm beyond puzzled and start to walk back down the well lit hallway and pass the bathroom on the left. As I come near the second bedroom door, I see it is opened all the way. When I come adjacent to the door jam I see a transparant woman leaning on the door. She was beautiful in a long, red, satin dress with gloves up past her elbow, smoking a cigarette. She gave me a look that pierced through my heart and at that moment I was thanking Jesus outloud and rebuking her. She just laughed in my face. I was in a Holy Ghost trance. Rebuking this demon that was infront of me. She couldnt be around anything Godly. So she left..but not for good. The same man I saw walking in the back bedroom was standing infront of the living room window with his hands folded infront of him. I dont know which side he was on.. he could have been an angle.. The only furniture was a big black table in the middle of the room. As I got closer all I could blurt out was "I REBUKE YOU IN JESUS NAME. LEAVE NOW. Classical music started to play from my sterio in the bedroom. They were toying with me, these demons. I run back and hit the power button but it would only turn it to a new song. It got louder and louder. I run back into the living room and lay on the table and start singing I Believe by Crystal Lewis. And I could feel myself getting number as my mom started to wake me up and I could hear the winds wrap around my house like God's hands protecting it from being swooped away in the chaos. So I'm outside in my underwear hooking the dog back up so he doesnt pee in the house. Not caring because I have maybe one neighbor across the ridge. As I crawled back into my warm bed I thought of the demons who used human faces to disguise themselves and a hot chill ran down my body.
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omg... u perv... NO!!!

He's bad... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


he can't CUM til you are like......... 3924120397 years old!
ive never been this close to anyone or anything i can hear ur thoughts i can see ur dreams... i dont know how u do what u do im so in love w/ u it just keeps getting better and better i wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side forever and everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
everything lil thing u do baby im amazed by u.
i <3 that song. it reminds me of u. cept ur my friend... and im not IN love w/ u but i do <3 yas :) lolol













qwerty
kevin's online.
he's still not talking to me.
heh.
=/
blah.

mo0.
hippity h0p.

gsh im so tired. can ya tell? lol
u kno whos sit i havent gone to in awhile? or gotten a comment from?




















nick... thats who.. hrmz... gunna go check it oooooooooooout. lmao... gawd... heh. =( *tears* crappy song just came on that was on last night when.......................... ill tell ya the rest later
Aww hun, don't worry about it. Everything will be okay. Just pray, and God will keep you safe. You're His child, with an angelic voice... you still have to take messages to millions across the world with your music. ^.~ You can't get hurt, I won't let it and neither will He. =)

Muwah! Love yous muchoness!!! XOXO!
It's just not the same without Nick. =(

I miss his... funny, sometimes thoughtful... very... very... hilarous comments. Heh. =/ =(
I like donuts. I want donuts. I should become a cop so I can be like the rest of the fuzz around here and sit around eating donuts all day long. Hmm, that'd be nice!!! =D
*sits back on chair in a guyish type of position, holding a beer in one hand... and lighting a smoke with the other*

Yup.
I didn't. =/ Darn. *Tears*
Not fair..............

Girl, you have to much time on your hands... well, uhm... hmm... you have to much time to use your hands, I guess I should say. =P Lol
You gotta get Tyler over there now... so uh... nooooooo waitttttttttt, noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.................. keeping playing nice with your hands and w/e... no tyler tyler bad!!! Lol
hey where u go? did u leave for camping with out me?
[Anonymous]
Lma0.
Well, stop it and think happy thoughts.
It's probably like a 99.9% chance of someone trying to kill you anways, so don't worry about it. Lolol. =P

Okay, stop commenting me.....!!!!!! Til I catch up or something, hoser. =P























































































































































































































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d00d. no. u dont need it. i do tho... but u dont and fuck the kanagroos... "fucking kanagroos" they dont need seks. lol

hmm.... well u ahve to be 3473928499999999999999999999999999999999999999999992222222222222222222222222888888888888888888849012784854546564554545454545434712895712895760126571206487278162837492847691238756981718267598165908 yrs old!

and thats in human years so =P
Do you want him as much as I want Kevin? Lol

If so, then okay. You can have him... but be careful............. and good... =P

Okay daughter dearest? Lol
Lol. Yah, I know. And that's good.

Haha... lma0... omg... you know how hard it was for me to not rip off Kevin's clothes last night and just... right there?!?!?!?!!?

It was SO fricking hard... frustrated me too... (I think it might've pissed him off...=/) but I told Linds I wouldn't, so I didn't. =)
Lol. So true. But still, he's the one that was trying to prove all that to me... so really, it wouldn't and shouldn't make any difference in him proving that to me if I was to start everything. Lol.

I still do think he's pissed off at that cause of the last few times we've been together and all... Heh. Oh well.

I am not worrying about him just going to relax. *Inhales* Yups. *Exhales*
M00, so when do I get to talk to Tyler??? I'll be good!!!
Lol. I don't know why. I just do. Lol.

Okay. I will be nice as pie to him and and and... ask him questions I want to know and not YOU. =)

Yah, but see... Jon's an asshole. I learnt that lesson when he was saying how he likes you but hitting on me and talking about what's-her-face. =/
I ignore him now... but it's fun to message him every once in awhile and say "Jon" over and over and over again and try irriate him. Lolol!
Duh, really?

zZzZZz
Hey jaclyn. Slept with the scissors close by last night...ahaha. It took me FOREVER to get to sleep but I finally did. Hope you got some sleep tooo. Wow..I'm still hyper...only kinda tired too. Well ttyl.
dreams like that make me scared.
Waaaah.
*Cleans monkey poo from face*
*hangs head*
*mopes around*
oh man in the morning's i can never get out of bed, i usually just stumble into my hall and hit my head on the wall--somehow. im still trying to figure it out, really....lol
[Anonymous]
I usually never dream but lately I've been having the weirdest dreams. I had one the other day where my bed was in the middle of a field and the Jeeper Creeper guy took me away. As I woke up I saw the Creeper fly around my room but I was so tired I figured it was probably just my imagination. Lately I've been going to bed at like 5 a.m. and wasting my day sleeping...it's fucked up.
yeah, i know, everythings been done in life. but i guess im just going through this whole phase of wanting to be my own person when i really dont know the first thing about myself. which is pretty difficult. yes...john mayer song. good qoute!
[Anonymous]
Haha yeah I think I'm just sad cuz I need sleep...but I don't want to sleep...I want to do stuff with friends...but they don't invite me on their little outings. lol. Ummm I like your new top_left pic its pretty! Hey do you have aim?

*Tag* Now ur it!!
mmm coffee...yeah i know, but the problem with me is im so concerned about what others think of me...so i kind of back myself into a corner.
[Anonymous]
ooo good coffee....so jealous. yeah, we are alike in that way. and im doubly jealous because i love lightning so much.
[Anonymous]
Hah I like your aim sn it's creative. lmao.
Oh now I know you didn't do that girlfriend *snaps fingers*

*flings poo back at u*
*takes a bow*
*chuckles*
*runs away scared*
Whoa. Freaky dream. I've had dreams like that before...

Yup.

I'm so tired. *Yawns*
Bah... Hi. =)











































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Yo dawg bitch unit thug style home fry thang heeeeeeeeehe. Wow. Sugar rush. Anyways. Hey damnit...you took your pic down! *Growls at you* Your journal is so empty now *tear* Nah not really...John Mayer is fucking smokin!
I have to pee oh yes I do. *holds legs 2gether*
Fuck knockin on the door...he needs to be knockin you up! That'd be the day. *Salivates* I wish hawt ppl would knock on my door and then knock me up.
We are making a lot of comments...this is weeeeird. I'm gonna have 2465876 by the time we are done.
atleast ur dreaming i have not had a dream in MONTHS, i dk what that means, maybe u fell that u left a part of you in that place? well i here if ur scard!!
[Anonymous]
You have yet another comment! Yay for you. Night night.
Heh. Yah. =(
I've been sick for awhile... for a few days. But this morning it hit me hard... it sucked. It literally felt as if someone punched me in the stomache so I couldn't breath at all. =/I don't know when I'll find out... hopefully soon. it has to be mailed to victoria (or around there) and then marked and mailed back. so probably a couple weeks. =/ =(
it's going to be torture.. i hate being home alone sometimes. i freak myself out a lot.
u were outside in ur underware!! WHAT ARE THE TREES GOING TO THINK!!! so i dk where u went but i figure i comment ya tonight some, well i be back later i going to take a hot steammy shower in like 5-10 mins
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