im talking with jimmy again. he moved around 2 years ago... it seems only yesterday he was here and i was totally inlove with him. an innocent love. even though he had another agenda that didnt involve me, i was a young girl to him.. 2 years was a big difference.. he knew i had a "crush" but i dont think he had a clue as to how i really felt..or how much i really liked him...it was like.."catch me if you can" for a while and i turned him down the only time he asked me out becasue i knew he was too immature and i dont think he was being serious he's in the army now..in texas..and he's grown up ..a lot.. we talked for a while..about whats happened over the years.. and now all my memories of how i felt and what i did with him are so ..like they just happend..and i dont want to fall for him again because i dont want to get hurt..or embarass myself. he asked if i was overhim ..and i said yeah..which i did get over him..even though i'll never forget becasue he was my real first love. and he said he only asked becasue he was curious..and that he wasnt. over me that is. but he said he says crazy stuff and changed the subject. ..hes gonna call me tonight most likely..and i dont know if i should mention how i feel about this just yet.. i think i should get to know him again. and then see what happens..but i cant stop thinking of him and that's what i hate the most.