i hope he isnt there when i go to formal... i dont know what i would do.... when he brought that other girl to that....one thing... i sucked it up. got on stage . sang my heart out. you would have never known i was dieing inside. my heart was ripped out of my chest still holding on...with despair. but i slapped a smile on my face and did what i had to do. he never expected me to be there. i could see itin his eyes. that is the last time... ill ever look in his eyes i hate him for that. i dont know if things with us could ever go back .. i dont think .... you can ever truely get over your first love.