Dear Diary, I'd never thought I'd be saying this, but the six-hour drama rehearsal was the best part of my day. And I didn't even DO anything. I sat around and turned on the CD player when they needed it. That's it. I didn't even hang out with people. But it was better then the rest of my day. First I fought with Jeddi the Jerk. I hate that I'm so bored/lonely that I have to be friends with him. Then I went out for pizza with my sister and her family. Fun right? Yeah, except my sister said I was RUDE for complaining that the pizza was doughy. Lately everything I do makes her mad and I don't even get why. Grr. And now guess what. I'm sitting at home ALL alone on a Saturday night like the loser I am. Apparently I have NO friends. i'm really ticked and sad. I was looking forward to having a fun night, and it SO didn't happen. And in case someone is confused, YES this is meant to cause guilt for DITCHING ME and leaving me at home after inviting me to do something and then deciding that OTHER friends took priority of the one sitting at home waiting to hang out with her friend. But whatever. I'll get over it. I'm reading the da Vinci Code. It's pretty good. Oh, and just so my day is better. Apparently Jeremy knows I still like him. Although after the way he's been treating me, I don't know if I still do. He did a HORRIBLE thing to me the other day. We haven't talked since. He sent me a two-line email saying sorry, but I didn't respond. He could care less about how I feel. Whatever. I don't give a dang about him. If he wants to be a jerk, he can go right ahead. Funny though. If he had made any effort to talk to me a day or two ago, I would've forgiven him and been honest with him. Now I'm just mad. Okay. I'm gonna go read now so that I can forget that I was ditched, rejected, and insulted all in one day. Love, Lisa Ann