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Dear Diary, I had the WEIRDEST dream last night. It was INCREDIBLY detailed and I remember all of it. It was my seventeenth birthday, and I was having this HUGE party. So I had lots of fun, but the whole time I was like, WHERE is Cassie? Where is CASSIE??? My best friend was not there celebrating my birthday. So somehow I ended up sleeping at her house, and the next morning, I wake up and Cassie has written me a note. She said that she knew she missed my birthday, but she was at her cousin's house watching a movie. She said that she deserved a little self-pampering and that it was more important than my birthday. I got REALLY mad at her. I told her that I had done super special stuff for all her birthdays, and she couldn't even make it to my party. She didn't even get me a present! So I told her what a horrible friend she was and that I was never speaking to her again. Our moms tried to get us to make up, and Cassie apologized, but I wouldn't forgive her. Then I woke up. Isn't that the weirdest dream? I'm sure it came because Cassie spent the weekend with her cousin, so I was lonely and kinda upset with her. But WOW. I was really mad at her in my dream! What do you think that means? Anyway. You know what bugs me? I hate when people who are your "friends" don't really want to talk to you, and they just talk to you because they want something from you. Why can't people like me for ME? I've offically decided that Bill is a wonderful friend. Guys can be jerks, but Bill is always nice to me. Well I think I'm gonna go play with Morgan! Yay! Love, Lisa Ann
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Oh my heavens! Thank you SO SO much for coming and playing with me today! It was kind of awkward that Eric came over, I had never been alone with that kid so...yeah. I felt bad though because I felt like I was making you feel like a third wheel, and if I did, I am really REALLY sorry. We should play when I get back from youth conference.
P.S. If you are not doing anything Saturday night, we should play. I will call you, k? *hug*