dear diary, i wrote a huge entry last night, and then one click of the wrong button and it was gone. sigh. so i'm sick. and this is not good at all. we've got two more performances and i feel terrible. my head hurts, i'm constantly grabbing for tissues, and worst of all, my throat is killing me. gah. this is going to be FUN tonight. jeremy emailed me the other day, just to ask how i was doing. that was really nice of him. i wish there was someone i could talk to about him. i try to talk to cassie, but she just doesn't understand. she tells me i should just forget about it or she rolls her eyes. wait till she falls in love. then she'll get the complications that come with boys. i really don't feel good. at all. that makes me worried about tonight's show. i've got my scene tonight, too. scary. anyway. i think i'm going to go get some food. love, lisa ann