To tell you the truth, i honestly will never understand people. you can only do so much... trust, just can't be given. alone, just alone, to be alone... can't even get that right. what fun. today i was supposed to lose it, IT. didnt even have time to do that. eh, i bet it was for the best, i guess i can't feel too distraught. lets see, what can i vent...mmm... well.. wouldnt want to sound too whiney... yeah, i guess i should just deal with it.. im kind of tired, going to bowl in about 1/2, pretty exciting.. not really, i guess anything to get out of the house... either that or i cant say no... i cant say no. mmm oh well. cant really ever say no.. wish i could just be alone for a bit, just a bit... enough to get my thoughts a tad organized... yeah. sure... why not. hm... well what more can i say... really, what more can i say.