sooo.... about a month ago i went outside with a friend of mine and i was immediately attacked by 2 mosquitos... i forgot how great mosquito bites were.. and im not being sarcastic. you itch and itch.. you stop for a while... itch some more.. the bite swells, oozes water... a scab forms.. and then you itch again... wow. hm.. well, i guess i have quite a lot to share today, fantastic. now, to put it in words.. well, let's start with my dream last night! so, in my dream i had bought a small rat. i guess i put the little rat in a small white container. i was home, and my sister was with me, she wanted to see it. i showed her and then she wanted to carry it. i passed her the little container, and as soon as she places her hand in it, the little rat bites her. that must have upset me because i then grabbed the rat by it's skin and pinched until it squealed... i remember pinching it's skin... harder, as if wishing to make a hole... and it squirming.. and screeching. i then got the rat and held on to it's skin with my teeth. that probably worried the little rat because it then began to squirm even more... and somehow it forced itself inside my mouth. i kept my mouth closed... and i felt it move in my mouth.. it was trying to go down my throat.. i freaked out and i bit it, which consequently broke it's bones... which i heard... and broke it's skin. so i instantly tasted the blood... and felt my mouth full of metalic flavored liquid... it really started panicking because within a split second it was trying to get out through my ears... in my dream, my ear canal was directly connected to my mouth... so i felt it trying to squeeze itself out of my ears.. the pain was so intense.. i felt both ears stretch out.. i also felt it knawing on my inner ear to ease it's exit... it kept pushing my ears out, more and more... more...i was getting so dizzy... until i woke up... i got up, went to the restroom to wash my face, check my ears, and i came back to bed. once again, i dreamt.. this time, my dream wasn't as gory.. infact.. it was pretty funny. i dreamt i was with some friends and we had decided to go to a small jewlery store... however, we were there too early. i grabbed the door knob and it was open.. so my friends and i entered.. everyone was stealing bracelets, necklaces, and rings... i wanted some stuff too.. i'd look at one set of earings.. and then find a necklace i liked more... i was just looking for the best piece of jewlery.. i had finally found it.. and as i was getting it... i realized i didnt need it.. instead, so my friends wouldnt tease me too much, i decided to take some inexpensive candybars... i then went home(which ironically was next door to the shop) and i put the three candy bars in some drawers.. i must have blinked because i then realized they were bananas... i stole bananas... ? ----------------------------- i'm about to feel like an absolute "girl".. meh. so... in the second week of school...which was quite a while ago.. i dreamt some guy in one of my classes was sitting on some stairs.. and i just kissed him.. heh it was so random..nice. well, weeks later.. i have my first test, part one was a multiple choice test... and part two was a group activity... so the professor asigns us our assignment and puts us in groups. he's in my group, i think nothing of it. it turns out the guy is japanese, caucasian, asian, and some other ethnicity... he's got some stories.. wow... hehe and he knew of the eastern view of their surroundings, and the western... hehe as he was telling our group.. i ended up interupting him because i ws absolutely excited to find someone else that knows of it. he's my age.. from a nearby school... during our little group meetings, he was the mediator.. i spoke of my feelings towards the novel we're reading.. and him and another guy applied certain terms to my thoughts... the following day was presentation day.. i was amazed at how organized he was with his thoughts. he explains everything so well, regardless of whether or not he's nervous.. he still manages to demonstrate and defend his thoughts, theories.. etc. and i thought that was it... well, at the end of class, he said bye.. and done. this monday.. he came over and sat near me... and during the whole class kept looking back at me... and smiling.. stretching his arms out, his back....drool*... hehe... y asi fue... my cousin's boyfriend noticed, and i heard him chuckle a couple times. the professor then gave us our test back... he got his test first, i asked him how he did.. he said he got a B. he was about to get up and leave, and then he said"i'll just wait and see how you did" i smiled, and probably blushed and said ok.. i kept repeating myself.. i lost most of my composure.. yet, i managed to gain it back..just enough to say i got a B as well... he smiled, and i smiled.. and... this is so.. ay.. i dont even know... so we then walked outside, and i met up with my cousin and her boyfriend.. and of course they teased me... today... i feel like such a girl... damnit.. i cant help but feel happy... joy... butterflies in my stomach... man... today... i got to class really early.. because my eng professor let us out early.. i then sat down.. and just waited for class to begin. first my cousin's boyfriend came.. and then my cousin.. then he came in, spoke with the professor.. and walked out of the class... i felt glum... i couldnt really shake it off... then the guy that sits to my left came.. and asked what we did on monday.. i told him... and as i was telling him.. :) he came back. he sat down.. i couldnt help but grin... class then begun.. and the stretching did as well.... im just happy i didnt drool on the desk.. as usual, he was answering all the questions.. with that eloquence that i admire... the professor then spoke of a concept, i imediately was reminded of a form of government.. and asked her about it... he turned around an just looked at me as i was speaking.. my lips trembled... the professor seemed glad that i had tried relating the concept.. etc.. and he just smiled at me.. and i just blushed and looked at him and then down.. the professor then continued.. there was more stretching.. the guy sitting to my right said something and i said something else, and he turned himself around again.. and just smiled... again.. and i just... it was too much for me... i wanted to just .. but i didnt.. i looked down. the guy sitting to my right answered a question i muttered to myself... it was then time to leaave... i looked up and i saw him looking.. i smiled.. i was red.. nervous.. we got up.. and as he was heading out, he looked at me... and exited.. i looked at him as he held the door open for me.. and then i remembered i was alive, i looked around.. and my ex was standing right there with his girlfriend.. i then turned back towards the class, saw my cousin grabbed on to her.. and the three of us left.. they teased me.. and she said she was going to have to look after me because of those guys... ??... i then sat in the car.. and just.. joked and... felt... really.. happy that i got to see him. im so dumb. i can't help it. i then, randomly said that if i had a lingerie store, i would name it Superior Interior Clothes.... so lame.. rofl and my cousin then quoted Dr. Evil, "Mini-me, you complete me...". ridiculously funny.