there's nothing left and it's hard to accept that. i dreamt i was on a table and was on the verge of giving birth.. when i woke up my jaw was so sore! in my dream i was so scared, i kept screaming.. saying that i didn't want the child to come out. i know, what a coward huh? to the right of me there was my aunt that had given birth a few minutes before, she was just laying there peacefully(probably napping?). days later i dreamt that i had a daughter, and we were running down a hospital corridor. we were trying to get out. this is hilarious, my little cousin, which is 3, is chasing us. we're running and we cut a corner, i tell my daughter to sprint ahead of me.. and what do you know, my little cousin is there and he then proceeds to stabbing my daughter. i catch her right before she falls and she's bleeding and no one really cares. we're in a hospital, and no one cares. he just giggles and walks past us. i'm on the ground, stained with my daughter's blood, crying. a few days after that i dreamt that i had a little boy and we were sleeping in the same bed. i guess he was having a lot of nightmares because he kept waking up. in my dream i held him and rocked him in my arms to soothe him. he then stiffened, stretched his limbs.. and i asked him what was wrong, and i looked at his face. he was having a seizure. his face was contorted. he died in my arms, how did i know?.. i just knew. i then got up to get a phone, called for help but no one picked up. i cryed aloud for help, nada. the other day i dreamt i was in the park with my little cousin, we were playing. he then fell to the ground and started shaking.. his voice changed and he started breathing heavily, he looked strained... it was terrible. he looked like he was possesed. i tried to help him, but only made things worse. i don't know what's going on. i am afraid.