the other night i spoke to .. mhm... and it didn't go so well.. at least, it started out quite nice... however soon that changed.. it's incredibly frustrating... he's so different... he's so haughty... what a dick. he use to be.. humble... open... ever since he broke up with his ex.. and got a new haircut.. and returned from paso robles... he's different... i miss the old guy.. i do.. but then again... maybe it's the haircut? whenever we speak, all he seems to think about is sex. he says he doesnt believe in a monogamous relationship.. in marriage.. he's atheist.. ok, i too don't beleive in marriage... "no me dejes libre y desnudo...." aay i love that song... she evokes emotions that.. ooy. im not quite atheist... i just dont believe in religion... mm.. difficult to explain. ill leave it for another entry.. anyways... is it just me, or is he a horndog? i mean... sex... that's it. if not sex... then he just.. ay... he says he wants to vent... i tell him im there... then he just ends up messing around... he doesnt even beat the damn bush. bloody hell. i bring it up again, i tell him im there.. to knock it off.. then he starts to mess around again... then he brings up sex. what should i do? i would like to stop talking to him... but.. :S i feel i still have hope to speak to the person from three years ago.. two years ago... a year ago... he's so different now... maybe he never was... perhaps he's always been this way.. and he just... has finally chose to show it.