being the honest person i am, i finally spoke out. i couldn't take it anymore, i had to do something. i told him how i felt, what his silence meant to me. he told me he felt sad and that his silences do that to people. i felt terrible, i hated seeing him so sad. he needed to know and i needed to let him know.

he freaked out and kicked me in the head.

i'm kidding :) we talked, had a real conversation. again, we have a lot in common. he's so honest, and i'm amazed. every word was like jelly.

what i had said, i've never meant it so much. this isn't a game.