I had always thought that my worst fear would be Brad coming back into my life pleading how he had made a huge mistake hurting me. I was wrong. It was being harrassed again. It happened this afternoon. I didn't see it coming until it happened. Charlie threw his arm over my shoulder and said to go make out with him. I shook his arm off and moved to the coach's office. It worked for about 5 minutes. Then, when I was piling the ball bags up in the office, he came into the office with Tony Dyer at the doorway. Charlier approached me and tried to kiss me. I tried to move around him, but he's too strong for me. I was terrified like nothing I could remember. I had thought those days were gone, but I guess I was wrong. I've got a new idea for a story on my shadowkat sitdiary. I'll either start it tonight, or tomorrow. It just depends on how much posting I do and if my mood get's any worse. I'm just glad I have my friends with me on this. I'm glad I have Matt and his family. I'm glad I've got my dad and for once, my mom. It makes the next few days a little more bearble. I touched the fire and it freezes me I look into and it's black Why can't I feel? My skin should crack and peel I want the fire back -Kat-