I was looking forward to possibly spending the weekend with Matt, but of course it couldn't happen. I do understand what his father is getting at, but geeze this is the last thing I needed. I just am blah now. I wanted to exercise and practice for the wedding next weekend, but I didn't. I didn't even have dinner until nine o clock this evening. The good thing is now I don't have to worry about keeping everything hushed when my mom gets here in the morning on Saturday. We'll spend the morning shopping. So much for sleeping in. Oh well. That isn't in my favor either. If the forcast doesn't change, I might have a good day to go to the Wisconsin game in the afternoon. There are only 2 home games left for our team and I need to go to both of them. Well, time to get back to my blah state of mind. -Kat- Lying in the dark I know you're awake The only sounds Are the sounds this old house makes Oh how I long I long to hear your voice Desperate to talk Yearning to touch Burning inside Cause I want you so much So I say I need you And leave you no choice You lie You don't wanna hurt me So you lie Buy a little time And I go along What else can I do Maybe it's wrong But you know how much I love you So you lie Till you find the way to say goodbye You lie