This weekend is finally over. All homework finished and nothing left to do. Nothing great has happened and I feel like nothing. It's almost pathetic to how I feel right now. I haven't a thing to do, a person to talk to, and I feel like this. I don't know. Maybe things will get better. I would like for that to happen. So many things are running through my head, I'm surprised I don't have a migraine yet. This song is so hard to listen to. Its words are beautifully true. I just wish I didn't feel like this. I wish things were better. I wish I didn't have this trial to worry about. I wish I was going to New Orleans and not going home over break. I wish I could talk with Kay. She is the only one right now that instant contact and I start feeling better. I have other people, but Kay really knows how to read me. I miss talking to her, miss hearing from her. I just want to want to walk away from all of this. -Kat- Tried to reach you With a love song To let you know you're on my mind I made a record It made me famous Called the one you left behind Fame and fortune May have found me Oh, but fate can be so unkind Because of you They come to see me They love the one you left behind Chorus Ten thousand people know the words are true They cry for me As I cry for you But when the curtain falls And the show is through I'm still cryin' for you When it's over And I'm forgotten They'll still be playin' this song of mine And you may wonder Whatever happened To the one you left behind Chorus Ten thousand people know the words are true They cry for me As I cry for you But when the curtain falls And the show is through I'm still cryin' for you When it's over And I'm forgotten They'll still be playin' this song of mine And you may wonder Whatever happened To the one you left behind Yes, you may wonder Whatever happened To the one you left behind Mmm hmmm