I have dance practice tonight and it's Chris's lesson. That means standard and not Latin. I think I could handle standard but the question is can my back and my low energy take it? I really miss practicing but it just seems like I won't be able to get back into it. I have already resigned to not being able to compete unless I start practicing with a dancer that is confident enough in their steps that they don't need me to help teach them. I don't have the patience or energy these days to help someone less experienced prepare for a competition when they have been attending lessons and I haven't. My team gear money is due tonight and tomorrow, so I will probably have to turn it in tomorrow night. I mean I should really force myself but I think I'm gonna turn in early tonight and when I dance that isn't an option. So long dance practice.