I've been sitting in front of this laptop all night when all my friends are out either on campus partying or picking someone up from the airport. I talked with my dad and he even asked why I was calling home on a Friday night. It's a good question really. Simple answer is this. I just don't want to go out right now. My dorm room is somewhat comforting because it's just me and no one can intrude on my space without my permission. However, when I start thinking that, thoughts just grow worse and here I sit, staring at a screen and feeling like crap. I hate it, but I just don't know of any way to fix it right now. My life is so unpredictable right now and I don't know what is going to happen anymore.