Wonder

Feeling: torn
Today was really long. I had my long classes today and a lovely lesson of tango tonight at ballroom practice. I am looking forward to the competition next weekend. Up until yesterday, it was the only thing keeping me in decent spirits. However, Tas invited me to go bowling next Tues. night with her and Issac. I miss bowling and going with my friends will be worth it. I don't get to go out much except for dancing now. If I have nothing going on with ballroom, it's work or classes. Spending time with my friends is nice but a rare thing anymore these days. Most of my friends are in relationships and that's good for them. I like seeing my friends happy but it always leads to less time being spent together. It's a trade off. One that I willing make and I think when I get back into seeing people myself, it won't bother me as much. Right now, when I'm getting ready for bed and knowing I have a long week still ahead of me, it's going to bother me. That's me though. After a long day, I tend to wonder and the wonder wanders down paths in my head that I don't leave open to people. That always causes problems and I don't want any more spats or arguments with anyone. Actually right now, I just want to get some good sleep and enjoy tomorrow. I have lots of dancing to help keep me in a good mood. Hopefully tomorrow does go well. It's just one day closer until my uneventful (for a change) Saturday.
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I would love to be able to tango. It sounds so glamorous.
I think I might just watch Strictly Come Dancing too much - makes me think learning a dance is easy. Of course it's not, but it makes me want to learn!