Today was long but productive. I spent the afternoon to early evening at the Purdue baseball game with a co-worker Tasamara. We went to the grill to get dinner and then back to her dorm, Meredith Hall, to watch a variety show. The winner of 150 bucks was a kid named James that did a glow show with glow sticks. It was totally amazing. The room is quiet tonight. I've been listening to my music and I'm running on very little sleep. I haven't been able to sleep since I left home. Wednesday night I had to go to bed early for work. Sleeping apparently wasn't an option that night. I was awake at least one time every hour. Last night I slept so hard that I didn't get any rest. I can't wait until the summer comes and I can sleep in a room that will at least allow me some rest. It's gotten to the point that I have the nights where I just get so freaking reflective that the next day I feel like crap or nothing at all. It's bad but I figure, I just have to make to the end of the day. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Lies.... -Kat- I wake up in the morning, put on my face the one that's gonna get me, through another day doesn't really matter, how I feel inside this life is like a game sometimes but then you came around me, the walls just disappeared nothing to surround me, and keep me from my fears I'm unprotected, see how I've opened up oh, you've made me trust cause I've never felt like this before I'm naked, around you, does it show? you see right through me, and I can't hide I'm naked, around you and it feels so right I'm tyring to remember, why I was afraid to be myself and let the, covers fall away I guess I never had someone like you, to help me fit in my skin I never felt like this before I'm naked, around you does it show? you see right through me, and I can't hide I'm naked, around you And it feels so right I'm naked oh oh yeah does it show? yeah, I'm naked oh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah o-oh I'm naked around you does it show? I'm so naked around you and I can't hide your gonna, your gonna see right through (see right through me and I can't hide) your gonna see right through oh yeah yeah I'm so naked around you and I can't hide you're gonna see right through, baby