My back is killing me and I hate it. I'm not allowed to take my hydrocodone in the morning if I have morning shift at the beach. It makes it hard for me to work and will tucker me out a lot quicker when I am cooking nicely in the sun outside. I love working outside. I get to work on my tan, even though it doesn't even out unless I go to a tanning booth or sit outside in my suit, which I might start doing on the days that I am not working. Mom got a workout movie called Pilates and it's a toner exercise that helps finish getting rid of any excess flab. I have a little left and still would like to get my abs tighter so I am going to dig that movie out and start using it. I do have to be careful since my hips are what's causing the backpain. I talked with Matt Wednesday night after coming home from Purdue for registraion. We talked everything out and now I'm doing fairly well. I wish people would understand that. I have closure and know that he is still there if I need someone to talk with. Well, that is all. Laterz! -Kat- Promise me You'll stay with me And keep me warm tonight So hold close And love me Give my heart a smile Mmmmmmm Feels so right