Today has been a successful day. I got my papers structured and have started the english rough draft. I'm gonna send mom my outline for history and see what she thinks. She helps with the polishing aspects to my papers and yet even that doesn't help change my luck of grade with my professor. I always land a B when anyone else would give me an A. He's a lot like Mathena, the evil teacher of English 9 in High School. Anyways, I had lunch with Tasmara and went tanning. I have one visit left and I'll purchase I think 2 more. May 1 I'll be in Logan almost all day. I hurt my hip yesterday and it's not letting up. I've been in need of a re-alignment and it'll be almost 2 months from my last one, so this will do me some serious good. Bands have been playing all day here, but I haven't had the luxury of going to see them. I had to get these papers started so they can be finished tomorrow night and I can be finished with the writing parts of English and all of History. We have to have "Paradise Lost" read by Tuesday so that won't be a big deal. I'll have almost all of Monday to get it read and I hear it reads well. Already tired and I haven't exerted myself. I am so excited to be moving out in a matter of 13 days. It'll be nice to be back home and back with my baby girls. -Kat- If you could only see the way she loves me Then maybe you would understand Why I feel this way about our love And what I must do If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says When she says she loves me Well you got your reasons And you got your lies And you got your manipulations They cut me down to size Sayin you love but you dont You give your love but you wont If you could only see the way she loves me Then maybe you would understand Why I feel this way about our love And what I must do If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says When she says she loves me Seems the road less traveled Shows happiness unraveled And you got to take a little dirt To keep what you love Thats what you gotta do Sayin you love but you dont You give your love but you wont Youre stretching out your arms to something thats just not there Sayin you love where you stand Give your heart when you can If you could only see the way she loves me Then maybe you would understand Why I feel this way about our love And what I must do If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says When she says she loves me Sayin you love but you dont You give your love but you wont Sayin you love where you stand Give your heart when you can If you could only see the way she loves me Then maybe you would understand Why I feel this way about our love And what I must do If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says When she says she loves me