Today was very eventful to say the least. After yesterday and how crappy I felt I wrote Michael note just asking if things were ok because they seemed a bit odd lately, and although he didnt respond (I had given it to him suring the end of the day), he seemed to be more cheery when I saw him, which was good:O) He also invited me to go bowling with him, Kyla, Jack, Marina, and Stephen, but it was like midnight bowling and mother will not let me leave the shelter of her wingspan. I guess I can kinda see her reasoning because she doesnt want me out on the road that late with all the drunks, but I really wanted to go and spend time with Michael... After I told him I couldnt go, I pulled a girl moment and got all upset and teary-eyed when I hung up the phone. I always yelled at the girls who did that, but its hard not being able to be with someone you want to be with so badly. I love Michael, and although I think we're geting through a rough time I have feeling it will all work out for the better, I hope:O) Anyway, I was real bummed about the whole thing when Sara called and we talked forever. Sara and I can really relate on A LOT of topics, which is cool. Sara is one of the best girl friends I have, and I think its because we both understand how each others mood swings work and we think the same on a lot of topics. After talking to Sara though, I wasnt as bummed about the whole thing. I mean I'm still upset, but I'm sure Michael's having fun and thats what really matters:O) I've used a lot of :O)'s today. Hmmm Maybe I should chaneg my mood. After that Swedish called, which was strange. He's such an odd person because people say he likes me but then he goes and calls me fat and "acne bubble" which he knows hurts my feelings. I dont know, Swedish is just Sweidsh to me, I'm not asure I even like him as a friend..that sounds mean but he's going to have to earn my respect back. I felt bad for talking to him on the phone though, because I feel already that I've lost a lot of trust with Michaela dn I dont want to deepen that whole. I love Michael and I hope he can see that because I would rather jump off a bridge then lose the whole foundation we've built together... After that Sara called again, and once again we talked about everything and anything. Some punk was tlaking shit about her and calling the policve about some nonsense issue that had her pretty worked up, but I think she;s doing better now. I swear if this kid does anything I'll just go beat the shit out of him. Sara is like my best friend, and I hopet his whole thing works out for her... Eh, I better get to bed its already midnight....I bet Mike is one his way home now...:-/ I wish I were there. Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman