I dont understand this mood I'm in. I think I'm kinda disappointed in people in general. I'm tired of believing and having faith just to have it destroyed all the time. I need a lifeline too. Gr. I'm sorry to rant and rave, because most likely no one will read this but I've just got to get my feelings off of my chest. Mother is suffocating me, and I knwo she doesnt mean to but shes still proceeding nonetheless. Tyler is getting to that ANNOYING stage of being a little brother, father didnt notice my haircut:O( Michael seems like hes there, but sometimes I feel like hes not? I'm used to the feeling though. Too used to it. I havent talked to my cousin for a month or so now, and she hasnt talked me to. I had a dream that I had passed away, but I was given one day to come back and say my goodbyes, and she wasnt there, and it was the lack of her absence and another person that made me really put some things into perspective. I mean, as much as I hate going to bed mad at her almost everyday, I dont feel as bad about it as I should. Theres something about being angry with someone that makes me never want to change. Maybe its beacuse she /was/ my role model for many years, but as I grew and became wiser that changed in a matter of seconds. A matter of tears. But whatever, life goes on, and people change, while others stay the same. Maybe I just need a change? Perhaps. Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman