So today was the last day of school. It hasnt hit me at all that I'm losing the entirety of my friends, apart from my lover, next year. Its not fair that they randomly decide to seperaqte us this year. Its somewhat like, hey you gasonvillians...go make some friends in C-ville and then yah know, in a coule years leave them and go to the whore school, lose all your friendships...but hey start new ones!! Stupid. But hey, yah win some yah lose some. I didnt cry yesterday, like I had predicted I would. I guess its for the better, but then again this whole seperation thing hasnt hit me at all...so I suppose only time will tell. The other day I found out that Mike is probably moving within the next couple years...and thats really put a damper on my mood. I realize its not anytime soon, but it really is. I dont know..so many people are moving away from me...I'm not going to have anyone soon. Such is life. Still...Mike keeps on bringin up the moving thing, I think hes trying to get it in my head...but I wish it werent there. I dont want the burden of even knowing. I love that child. ON a different note, I rode the bus home with Michael yesterday and his parents took us to Jamie's party. Its realy nie hanging out with Michael, and his family is great. Laetly we've become so much closer, and I realize how much he really does mean to me. I want to be with him forever....I'm just so afraid he'll get sick of me one day, or want to be with someone else. Time will tell, but until then I'm going to enjoy every moment I have now. I'm afriad my dear mother is upset, and I must fulfill my comforting duty. I shall return later tonight. Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman