I've decided regret is not something I believe in. Even though I cant say I'm proud of/enoy the situation I'm in, I dot regret a thing I've done. I wouldnt be where I am now, who I am now,, and I think what I've learned from this whole thing is great. I couldnt tell you what I've learned, but theres at least a couple morals in my whole situation. But yeah.....Micahel told me he still loved me today. I just dont know what to do, so I'm going to the handy dandy pro/con chart. CHASE- PRO'S 1) Hes nice, and easy to talk to 2) We hit it off great together as friends last drama season, where we never had an akward silence or anything. 4) he stuck with me even AFTER I broke up with him for Michael 3) Because he's new and a year younger, from a different part of town and I still dont relaly know him I have to give him an extra Pro. CHASE- CONS 1) I dont get to see him except for tuesdays, and sometimes after school when a'walking to the bus. 2) He seems to be trying to put up an image, like punk or something, one who goes with the flow. Although I'm not ecstactic about that, is his life to live, not mine. 3) Conversation is scarcer between us, but I'm basing this on tlaking to him ONCE in person since we've started going out, and it was for less then a minute...haha thats like half a con MIKE- PROS 1) Hes a wonderful person, who respects me for being me and nothing else. 2) Hes stayed with me and helped me emotionally for the past three years 3) Hes athletic like me, though he is A LOT better at sports then I am, its nice to have someone else athletic. 4) He nice, kind caring, etc. MIKE- CONS 1) Hes broken my heart twice. Once only a little, because I knew it was coming. But the seoncd time was a straight bullet at the heart. A straight bullet. 2) He put me in this akward siuation of choosing between him and Chase which is killing me, or did I put me in that? Better not count this one.... 2) He kept me waiting FOREVER, and it hurt. I may be exageratting, but I'm not one to dwell and when I do it wont be for long. 3) He has his friends and I have mine, he had to sacrifice his friends to hang out with mine once before, I dont think I could do tat to him. OH MEN...haha no hatemail please. I was merely stating it. Only time shall tell which direction I'm going. Until tomorrow then, Your Nieghborhood Superman