okay, so i was talkin to jacob last nite and he was flippin out cuz he was so nervous about drum major tryouts, which were today. and he was like "i'm nervous i'm nervous i'm scared help me i'm nervous i don't know if i'm gonna get it...." and i was sittin there tellin him to chill cuz it would be okay and he'd do fine and all that crap, and now i'm sittin here pullin my hair out wondering how he did and he's not online and i'll probly be in bed before he gets online if he gets on at all........ and i want to find out about it and i'm so frickin anxious right now!!!!!!!! i wanna find out who got it!!!!!! actually i don't even know if he knows yet but i don't care i still wanna know!!!!!!! AAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and since i've been like this all day worrying about him people are like 'you still like him... don't deny it....' and that's gettin on my nerves cuz i don't like him that way anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *frustrated sounds issue from her mouth as she tries to calm down* okay...... i'm okay now. maybe. hopefully. heheh. not much else has happened today, had church, had choir practice, same old same old... so hopefully i'll see him in the hall tomorrow or something and i'll find out. well, later daze! Sabular