well, today i was up by 8... me and eryk and ross and dad went to paoli and skiid for half the day, which was awesome.... except that we went inside for awhile and when i came back outside i realized i didn't have my hat..... and i was really really upset because it's the blue and gray one that jacob gave me for christmas last year... and i started crying... and felt real childish for crying in public, but i didn't care, i wanted my hat... so dad and i went to every single lost and found place at least 3 times looking for it... and got about 12 people looking for it, including the overseer/director dude of the whole place.... and still didn't find it... and i'm still upset enough about it right now to start crying, but that's probably cuz i'm exhausted and i always get real emotional when i'm tired... well... yeah... hopefully it'll turn up and they'll send it to me. i really want it back. well, came home and went to a christmas party at my grandma's. that was fun. caryn called me while i was there, she said she was havin fun at cotillion. so that was cool, that she thought of me. one thing i left out... victoria got sick today and justin called me asking me if there was any way i could go to cotillion... which i couldn't, sadly. but it's okay because he ended up finding someone to go with. it just struck me as funny, though. my dreams always had a wierd way of coming true.... well, i gotta go, i'm way beyond exhausted. later daze! Sabe