howdy. not too much to say today. just....... sigh. big sigh. blah. i can't say that things are better, but i guess i can't say they're worse either. i just can't go running for help this time. i can't go asking for advice. it's all up to me... and i'm not sure if i'm very good at that yet. mrs. h brought some books to school today and i guess i'm doing God help the Outcasts for my audition... it's from the hunchback of notre dame... yup. well, dad's got stuff for me to do and i've got to e-mail leah and call tristen, so i'm gonna go. later daze... random quote of the day: would you be my one and only? love songs don't come true... Sabe