hey all, i have to say that today was a wonderful and extremely lazy day. .....it never fails... i'm always the first one awake on christmas morning. this year, i happened to wake up at 5:30 with a growling stomach..... layed in bed for an hour and then got everyone up. fun stuff. i'd have to say... my fave gift was either the giant round chair for my room or the first two seasons of Smallville on DVD. 44 episodes of Tom Welling....... *sigh* way more than enough to make me drool..... lol. i went to church in my pajamas this morning. so did eryk and phillip and simon. it was awesome. i was comfy. and while it rained earlier, there were a few giant snowflakes mixed in, and even though they didn't stick, even though there weren't many of them, it was enough to say we had snow on christmas, and that's good enough for me. when i got home from church, i sat in my new big chair and didn't move for 3 hours... read most of it. slept some. and now my neck is REALLY sore. but it'll get better. i love christmas. we all just at around and were lazy all day. it was great. i've been brainstorming this story in my head for a couple of weeks, i think i'm gonna start writing it soon. but i'm a lot better at the brainstorming part than the writing part. this one might be worth something though. if i end up writing it out i'll post it on here. hmm... funny, how people dream hundreds of different dreams each night, but are lucky to remember one or two each morning when they wake up. funny how some you discard as useless, but others stay with you and make you think. funny, how the heroes from our dreams are the ones we need to rescue us from our realities. but no. they aren't really realities... more like dramatics blown out of proportion by our over-imaginative minds. yeah, sorry, i'm getting deep and melodramatic. but hey, that's mainly what this place is for. my melodramatic rantings. still.... it gets to me....... first alec. now will. what part does he have to play in the vast reaches of my mind? funny how boundless our thoughts can be, how much we can imagine, how much we can think up and calculate and learn, and yet all of it, every last drop of it, is stored in our tiny little brains. makes me wonder just how much we could dream up if our brains were only bigger. hmm.................. God made us the way we are for a reason. too bad we'll never live to see the answer to that. unless, of course, you get left behind in the rapture and then live long enough to see the Glorious Appearing........ and then, a thousand years' worth of answers. hmm.... i love my imagination. it's fun. and it knows no limits. will.... hmm. you intrigue me. come back sometime. Sabe p.s. why is it that the only time i'm cold is every time he's near? p.p.s. i really love my imagination