makes me stronger. i'm starting to think it's time to just lock it all away. i'm sick of the drama. i'm sick of crying myself to sleep. i'm sick of the anxiety. i'm sick of hurting other people and hurting myself in the process. i'm sick of being weak. i'm sick of being scared. and right now i'm terrified of what's going to happen tonight. well, parents got home last night..... and i can't go to prom. $#@!~&% yeah. blah. at least mom's on my side. but it's my dad's birthday today, and i'm not on speaking terms with him. so, yeah. well, i'm gonna go. i think i'm gonna make a necklace.... power beads are my friends. later daze Sabra