yeah... i'm really getting sick of not being able to talk, but it's really killing me that i haven't been able to sing for three days. No. Me. Gusta. and it's only 9....... but i'm exhausted. which is wierd, cuz i haven't done a thing today. but apart from that... what's happening.... hmm... my brain has totally gone on overload the past couple of days, i've pretty much been smacked in the face by inspiration about ten times over. so i've got a lot of awesome stuff in my head (well, i think it's awesome anyway lol) and i've yet to write down a word of it. lol. sunday i was at chris's house for her surprise b-day party... and alex was there w/ jess. and man, i know she's got him whipped as it is... but i never thought i'd be the cause of one of her bouts.... oh man, it was bad. like... okay, i guess i gotta explain the whole thing. i called seat check and got up, then alex sat in my spot, and jess said it's okay, just make him get up. and i jokingly i said no, i'm afraid he'll beat me up, and hey, he probably would, he's been beating up on me since he kicked me in the head when i was four lol. but jess was all, oh don't worry, he won't hit a girl. so i'm like, well, then i must not be a girl. and it kinda went like that for a couple seconds, and then later jess totally flipped out on him, with me standing right there, telling him that he gave me a bad impression and made me think i'd hit a girl and all this crap... and i told her it was okay, i'm used to it, and she's all, well it's not about that if it's what i think it is... and man, i couldn't stand there and listen to her, i just walked outside and stood there until she was done. and i apologized to alex later cuz i really feel like it was my fault and he said it wasn't and.... oh man, i just feel bad. i've been friends w/ alex since before i can remember. grr. but yeah. i need to stop talking about it now, cuz it really bugs me. so... umm... i'm getting really tired. and i have a few things to write. so.. i think i'm gonna go. so.. yeah... later daze, i guess... You say that you love him You belong to him heart and soul Then why is he so lonely? Telling me he's had it with it all Too much for him to handle love Yelling & fighting over just the little things I know it's not your fault But you better sacrifice, before i have to close Someone else will Someone else will love him like you don't She'll do whatcha couldn't bring yourself to do So i'm telling you to sacrifice Or someone else will He told me that you were The first one to take him to church You helped turn him around But that just aint good enough If you're the one who truly loves Sometimes i find myself, thinking you're not good enough You better get it right, and forget your selfish ways Or someone else will. Someone else will Someone else will love him like you don't She'll do whatcha couldn't bring yourself to do So i'm telling you to sacrifice Or someone else will Oooh, someone else will. Sometimes i find myself Thinking you're not good enough You better get it right And forget your selfish ways I think you're not good enough So someone else will random quote of the day: " It is wonderful how much you can conceal between the touch of the handle and the opening of the door if your heart is in it." --James M. Barrie Sabe