well, yeah, this week hasn't been the greatest... monday was cool, i was still in a good mood from the weekend, but after that things just started going downhill, and then by the end of today i was hanging on to sanity by a thread... and i was either gonna break down and start bawling or i was gonna lose it and totally flip out... fortunately i ended up doing neither, thanks to youth... it was awesome, we actually had 12 people not counting nikki and twila, which is more than we've ever had at thursday night..... and it was so nice to sit there w/ nobody making a sound, just listening to the music... gosh it felt good... and then we totally lightened everything up and everyone was laughing... and it was great, it was so nice to just totally wind down and forget this week... and i think everybody needed it, people that usually don't break down were pretty out of it, i think it's cause it's been so long since we've had a break from school and reality's really been getting to us, we're all at the end of our ropes, but tonight was totally re-energizing... and now i feel very relaxed... *sigh* can't believe i'm leaving thursday... EXCITED! lol, can't wait... but i'm gonna miss everyone, and our phones don't work out there and ship to home calls is 8 bucks a minute... but it'll be okay... well, i'm gonna go now, later daze! ... gee, i wonder how much shorter this thing would be if i took out all the...... lol Sabe