well, the play's finally over... thank goodness.... it was fun, but way too exhausting... and now i've got all-state choir auditions to worry about.... heck, i wouldn't even be doing it if it weren't for the scholarships... and i need them for music, especially if i'm going to anderson.... *sigh* i can't wait for summer.... everything's so beautiful, all the trees have little flowers on them, and there's tulips all over my yard, and it's warm enough to wear shorts and walk barefoot in the fresh cut grass while the scent of its sticky sap drifts along the breeze.... that breeze that so gently caresses you, whispering tales of where it's been and where it's going..... geez, i'm getting better at that. not like i used to be, but better all the same..... inspiration. what a word. *hums to self* things are getting........ better. i think. i hope. i just can't wait for this weekend to be over so i can be home from this stupid family vacation, and prom will be over, and maybe i can just relax..... unless i do colorguard, and then there'll be no chance of that. i've been seriously thinking about it, cause everyone wants me back..... and i loved it so much during the season, and if i do it this year then i'll be quitting before the christmas parade and all that crap anyway.... but it's gonna cost 300+ bucks and i'm sick of asking my parents for money... so i dunno anymore... well... i'm gonna head, i guess... so..... later daze... random quote of the day: Everyone has the desire to win, but it is the desire to prepare that makes the difference between failure and success. Sabe