Swirling and whirling emotions do fly While something inside keeps wondering why Questions are screaming, keep begging my name But there are no answers in this lonely game.... Well, yeah. i'm in a dark/contemplative/dramatic/wistful/poetic mood right now. so.... this entry's gonna be kind of out there. Hello How are you? You probly don't remember me But I'm the one that used to make you smile Remember? It's been a little while since then But I know we were happy for awhile And I still think of you and I still wonder Do you ever think of me? Do you ever wish that things were like they used to be? Do you ever wonder what went wrong? Or am I the only one? Jayme's singing the solo i wanted on Sunday. but that's okay, we've got 4 or 5 other performances, and as long as i get to sing it at the Christmas Extravaganza, i couldn't care less who sings it all the other times. i really hope trisha gets to sing it at least once, too. Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be the supergirl Sometimes I wonder what it's like to know I saved the world I'd be everybody's hero as once more i saved the day But what is it about superheroes that we love anyway? So... I went to Twila's last night. Don't really feel like elaborating, but for me, it was your classic chick flick, but without a solid ending. the laughter. the tears. the serious discussions. and standing outside in the cold.... Last night I stood outside for almost an hour and talked to Jacob. What a conversation it was. That's all I really have to say about it. Will someone please take my hand? I need some help to understand I wonder if anyone hears me screaming at all... I told you all that this one would be a doozy. So what's gone down these past few days That's got me overthinking? It's been a long time since I felt something like this. .....I'm gonna finish this later. until then.... Dream... just dream... Sabe