...and lately the weather has been so bipolar and consequently so have i... well, yeah... seems like every time i've got my hopes up and i'm like, yeah, this is how it's gonna be, i don't get the chance to act on it... and every time i'm totally... dude... i give up... that's when i'm forced to act. and frankly, all i have to say about that is...... what's up with that? yeah... well, guess beggars can't be choosers, huh? but then again, i'm not a beggar. i get what i want, when i want it. except one thing. and that seems to be the thing that everyone ELSE is so willing to give. amazing how two people can live side by side their entire lives, yet never know anything about each other..... only that they exist... ***SABE***