i'm thinking that just this once, i'm going to try and not ramble in this entry. i don't know why. i just feel like trying. so, here goes. the all girl's show choir is going to chicago in may to compete, and they have a couple of girls that can't go, so mrs. hendrix asked me to step in and learn the songs/dances really quick and go with them. i'm super excited. it's only day one, and i already know 2 1/2 dances. which is kind of relieving, because i only have two weeks to learn them. *sigh* so far so good. let's see if i can keep this up. earlier i was waiting for a bunch of songs to download, and i dragged the cursor around the edge of the screen, and i noticed something. the cursor will disappear behind the bottom and right edges, but not behind the top and left edges. it's one of those things i've always known, but never recognized. i wonder why they make that happen. well, i've made it two paragraphs without rambling. and, while i may seem somewhat normal, i've decided that it's very boring, and i'm not near as much fun as when i'm animated and all over the place. so...... change was okay this time, i guess, but i'd rather stick to the unending dot-dot-dots and blah blah blahs. Have you ever had someone cut a hole in you so deep that it never heals? you can stitch it up and close the surface all you want, but no matter what you try, it will never totally heal? well, that's not at all how i feel. no. i feel... you know how people will say they're in between paychecks, or inbetween jobs? well, i guess you could say i'm in between emotions. i'm done feeling the last one, but i'm not quite feeling the next one. now there's a wierd analysis for you. well, thank you to those of you who have insanely busy schedules, yet still find a way to have way too much free time to spend pretending that you care about what's going on in some total stranger's life. (i call this line of thinking optimistic pessimism. i don't think i like it much, lol) um. i'm gonna go. random quote of the day: "Who's to say if I've been changed for the better? But, because I knew you, I have been changed for good." --Song from 'Wicked', which i'm going to see in chicago. yeah! Sabe