hey y'all! well, i survived my first day at band camp! lol it's really not as bad as most people say it is... though cedar point is MUCH better lol. cedar point was AWESOME!!!!! haha but it was so gross the way half the girls were dressed... we were walkin thru an arcade and there was a girl probly 30 feet in front of us and i said "oh my gosh do you think someone should tell her that her cheeks are hanging out?" and she heard me... okay well newayz i didn't get to ride the dragster (darn) but i rode pretty much everything else... hee hee my friends went on it and didn't make it over the hill hahahaha okay you guys probly don't care so... yeah i'm just gonna go now. bye! sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through this version of myself i try to hide behind i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty your love regardless of the mistakes i make will spoil me my confidence is in a sense, a gift you've given me and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need you looked into my life and never stopped and you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple but so beautiful and you recite my words right back to me before i even speak you let me know, i am understood and sometimes i spend my time just trying to escape i work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space cause i want distance from the utmost important thing i know i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go you looked into my life and never stopped and you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple but so beautiful and you recite my words right back to me before i even speak you let me know, i am understood you're the only one who understands completely you're the only one who knows me yet still loves completely and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss for words if i think of something worthy, i know that it's already yours and through the times i've faded and you've outlined me again you've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then you looked into my life and never stopped and you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple but so beautiful and you recite my words right back to me before i even speak you let me know, i am understood the noise has broken my defense let me embrace salvation your voice has broken my defense let me embrace salvation Sabe Babe*