wow... i scared myself today.... i mean i totally scared myself shitless... i never thought i'd be the one with a knife in my hand... i'm just glad that's where it stayed... wow.... today sucked... until about half an hour ago... and then it started to get better. but there's still a lot i've got to do. but now i've got to face school tomorrow. that's not gonna be pretty. one thing that's actually brightened my mood though... i just got asked to prom.... now i really wish my parents would call... but oh well. i guess i can wait a few days before i find out. well..... later daze Cora